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May 8 17 3:09 PM
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May 9 17 8:51 AM
Been dealing with aches in either ear, insomnia, stress. Many symptoms coming on quick and then disappearing equally as fast. There's no time to log them and then my day gets busy and I forget to do so.
People really acting crazy. Driving crazy -- over the weekend I had a driver almost run me out of my lane on the freeway. I gave him the long honk, and got a flurry of middle-fingers in response.
Tuesday morning, felt like a touch of Seismic Flu coming on.
Was informed by a friend I met up with on Sunday that he has had flu-like symptoms since and concerned he might be contagious. I mention this as a possible disclaimer re my symptoms above. Given that I am now misstepping, however ...
May 10 17 1:35 PM
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May 11 17 12:01 PM
May 11 17 5:55 PM
Thursday. Reading both your posts, ladies ... giving me the willies.
Earaches alternating between ears on Wednesday. Intense Heightened Sensations in the evening. Misstepping.
Thursday morning I was feeling good, no sensories. Got to work and oh lovely, a couple of ocular migraines, one of them leading to a dull headache. Midday a right-ear tone, low, with light pressure, only a few seconds. People now really driving crazy; pedestrians doing stupid things too, like walking in front of oncoming traffic like zombies. Found myself in a brief but intense Anger fit over this. Now home and the left ear's got pressure-squirms.
As LW quoted me above, for the past 2-3 days we've had multi-shark sightings off our beaches from north to south coast. Juvenile Great Whites, almost schooling. They disappear in the late evening but return early morning. We had at least one attack over the weekend; a female surfer lost tendons off one calf and will need reconstructive surgery. People are flocking to the beaches to watch them from the shore -- they're swimming right in the surf line. "Look for the sign of the shark," LW once said. Don't need to look any further.
And as I'm finishing typing this entry ... another ocular migraine starts to come on. Something is definitely getting ready to happen.
Mood drop. Sadness, loneliness. Whatever it is, here it comes.
May 12 17 8:53 AM
Despite a full night's sleep, woke up Friday morning exhausted. Moody; feel like crying and don't know why. This'll be one of those "going inward" days, something I occasionally do to help get myself through particularly dark moods.
Well, the mood passed, but now I'm getting shin pains. This morning had a brief right-shin pain, as if I'd sprained it. Now, the left shin is in pain -- feels like a muscle cramp but it's not the muscle, it's more toward the bone.
No idea what this means, or if it's even a sensory.
Bloating like crazy. Stopped up. Uncomfortable.
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lightworkx5 wrote:hits to the ring of fire and Canada with lower Atlantic sandwich island up into Caribbean in the red. as is Central America.
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May 15 17 9:05 AM
BH: I've shared this before, so apologies if you've already read it. Re the Sendai quake you refer to above -- for 5-6 months prior, I experienced migraine auras virtually every morning. No pain, just the auras, and usually first thing in the morning. I'd just gotten laid off and thought the auras were related to the stress of unemployment. Then one day I realized the auras had stopped for nearly a week. I think it was 2 days after that, Sendai occurred.
My persistent symptom lately is waking up in the morning exhausted despite a full night's sleep.
The past weekend, bad constant misstepping -- walking into walls and doorway frames, tripping over myself. A couple of brief Anger fits. Crying -- feeling teary off and on since Friday night -- emotional, but not sadness -- more like grateful for my life, sentimentality, and awakening of true inner self. That's the best way I can describe it. This morning driving to work, I turned on my smooth jazz satellite radio station and it was playing the Pat Metheny Group's "Something to Remember." It was all I could do not to break down in the car. Getting teary now, thinking about and typing this! Intriguing but a bit overwhelming at times.
May 15 17 4:59 PM
May 17 17 11:08 AM
Wednesday morning. Still waking up exhausted. Bloated/stopped-up, irritable.
Sometimes all it takes is a passing remark to send me into a tailspin of negative emotion sensories. This afternoon I overheard crazyboss complaining about me to someone outside the office over a situation he could have easily cured himself. I descended into a dark place of quiet, simmering anger and resentment in which I was nearly frozen -- why should I keep working for this jerk? I had to mentally lift myself out of this state with thoughts of favorite songs.
I mention all that as a caveat in the event this turns out not to be a sensory. If it is, not sure where it is. All I know right now is that I desperately want this day to be over. But I have an open house at a computer school to attend after work, followed by a going-away party. I'll try not to stay out too late and get home as soon as possible to eat dinner, relax and go to bed.
May 17 17 5:41 PM
BlueHawk wrote:whobbly day... been misstepping and nearly falling over like I had three Guinness beers... but without the beers!!!??? Mostly right side but then some left sides as well... a day or so ago felt more tension for Russia fault line area, (above japan)
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May 19 17 10:11 AM
Thursday night the Heightened Sensations were in full play for a time.
Friday, was doing okay up until late morning when I started feeling teary again. I can't call it despair or sadness, as it doesn't feel specifically like either. Maybe a touch of loneliness -- feels like wanting to be held. I'll just call it the "Wanna-Cry." Whatever it is, I can't say it clues me in to any particular region.
Spoke with mom during the week; we compared notes and discovered us sharing symptoms again -- the bloat/stop-up, the Wanna-Cry/wanting to be held. She's been in bed virtually 2 weeks, still recovering from a trip she took with someone who drained her energies so bad it left her weak.
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