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Feb 23 15 6:52 PM
Mary, thanks for your support. I'm okay now. But clearly, SOMETHING IS UP -- even my friend in the Bay Area said so.
LW: In our phone chat on Monday you said something about my taking on others' "stuff"? I wasn't aware I was doing that -- so I assume you mean on a cosmic level?
By the way, I find it chilling that both of you spoke about a meteor shower on different occasions within the last 2 days.
As an epilogue to my story, late Sunday night my bowels erupted, with pains to my lower right flank, and I got bad chills. Got some ginger ale, took some flu med, and slept overnight wearing a bathrobe over sweats from head to toe, with the space heater on at highest heat level. Maybe the room was reacting to the heat, but lots of taps and snaps from various parts of the room during the night that made me think the spirits were trying to communicate.
Woke up Monday morning having managed to sweat most of the damn thing out of me, but knew I wasn't going in to work. Woke up with sharp top-of-head pain, drank a vitamin drink, took meds, went back to bed and slept 'til early afternoon. Feeling better except for a lingering left-sinus pain that's not going away. (Did someone say something about Japan? Maybe closer than that -- maybe Oregon offshore?)
Feb 24 15 4:13 AM
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Feb 25 15 2:37 PM
Tuesday night, insomnia into early Wednesday morning. Almost speeding; thought I might not get to sleep. In the afternoon, squirming inner-ears and slightly rundown.
A bloat like I haven't had in a while, and quite suddenly. Either my stomach's still a bit sore or something big brewing is about to erupt quick.
Feb 25 15 6:16 PM
Feb 26 15 8:43 AM
Mar 2 15 4:55 PM
Mar 4 15 9:00 AM
Wednesday morning, some tiny heart catches. Also, see "Dreams."
Midday/early afternoon, fatigued and weak to the point of shakiness. Lasted a good 2 hours before it gave way to light Speeding late afternoon.
Mar 5 15 8:11 PM
Thursday evening. So ... what was happening in your world today, say around 4:30-5:00 p.m. PST? Anything interesting?
Me, during that time period I was having a disagreement with one of my bosses that I was sure might lead to a firing. Got home afterward and saw one of my housemates pacing the sidewalk in front of the house and knew it wasn't good. He'd had a major disagreement with the crazy housemate and decided to call the police; he was outside awaiting their arrival. They came, though the other housemate had already gone out; we talked over issues; no one was arrested; and we're left with an uneasy peace in the house at this time.
Needless to say, I need to change both the work and the home fronts -- and trust me, I'm on it.
Anyway, a good-sized "fast and dirty" migraine aura in the evening. Not sure if seismic or stress.
Mar 8 15 5:42 PM
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Mar 10 15 4:39 PM
Mar 10 15 8:15 PM
LW, I've written about that same sensation previously. I called it the Sentry -- the feeling of keeping watch for something coming. Haven't had that particular sensory in years, though.
See the "South America" page. Not sure if I sensed this one coming.
Tuesday and the inner ears squirming all day. Earlier in the day, a light but sharp pain to my upper right head.
Ear squirming intensifying in the evening. It's like the sensation you get when rising to your feet too fast from a kneeling position, but without the ringing and dizziness. I keep having to take my glasses off to relieve the sensation.
As I'm typing, a sharp hit to the 4th toe on my right foot.
Mar 11 15 3:59 AM
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Mar 14 15 1:30 PM
Well, I did get nothing until Friday evening when a couple of migraine auras tried to form. Other sensations have been heightened for a couple of days now -- I thought it was a naturally occurring thing until the auras tried to form.
Also, forgot to report that I've been waking up in the 3 a.m. hour the last few nights. Snappings and tappings around my room too.
Mar 15 15 4:47 PM
Mar 15 15 6:40 PM
Indo/Sumatra you say, LW? Well, here it is Sunday evening and I've got the Fatigue, with occasional pressure changes in my left ear. Both ears are feeling an inner pressure right now.
A lot to take in, LW. Thanks for the warnings and advice; will try to filter all this through.
I'm moving forward. Shrugging off the crazy people around me who refuse to take my advice to let go of their own negativity. There's nothing I can do for them now. Either they choose the path of recovery or they don't. Either way, I'm slowly building my escape path.
LATE NIGHT ADD'L
After typing the above, got in the car to go have dinner with a friend. Turned on the satellite radio smooth jazz channel which was playing a tune by Jeff Lorber called ... "Sumatra."
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