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Feb 10 15 9:48 PM
Tuesday was definitely a news day in the Universe. Brian Williams, Jon Stewart. Felt like a Monday at the office -- I snapped at one of my bosses.
Tuesday night I'm drained, weak, can barely move. But the rapid pulse tells me there's seismic movement afoot.
Feb 13 15 11:26 AM
Friday midday, at the airport waiting for a flight to SF, and just got a nice migraine aura. One of the "fast and dirty" ones. First thought is L.A. area but not sure.
I should note that the day before, got painful hits to my left inner thigh, followed later by one to my left foot, and in the evening by one just under my left eye. Tend to think the Pac Rim is shifting, or getting ready to.
I've just read Mary's post on "Four Corners". And here I am headed to NorCal. Love-leee.
Feb 13 15 7:47 PM
Feb 14 15 9:30 AM
Woo-hoo! Thanks for that, LW. Always an affirmation to know that we're right. And this yet another nice pre-birthday gift to receive Saturday morning. (The first one was watching the President's motorcade drive by about a half-hour prior to this post, as he left SF for Palm Springs.)
Posted it on the "Atlantic Area" page for you. Giving myself a MAJOR Kudos for this one!
Feb 15 15 6:59 AM
Feb 15 15 7:52 AM
Congrats, LW, glad you made it home safe. As you have the gift of discernment, I'd think your intuition skills are stronger for you than most. Those, and the Universe, got you home.
Ended doing a half-tour of SF via Muni Metro. I now consider myself a veteran of knowing how to ride and use that system; it's simpler than previously thought. Something about this city continues to call me. Being taken to b'day brunch by friends later.
Feb 15 15 3:05 PM
Feb 16 15 11:14 PM
Awwww ... that econ made me smile and laugh! Many thanks, LW. And yes, the big 53.
So, while up in the Bay Area, no inner ear squirms. Right after getting my luggage off the carousel in L.A. .... burn/squirm. What is it?
Feb 17 15 1:11 PM
Tuesday and the ears are squirming/burning really bad. Almost makes me think this is personal, not seismic, if it wasn't for the strong, solitary "kick" in my heart rhythm that occurred last night and this morning. Midday, really emotional.
Feb 17 15 2:18 PM
Feb 18 15 10:04 AM
Per LW's impressions above: (a) Coleson Cove is in Canada. (b) Abalone Cove Shoreline Park is in SoCal -- the Palos Verdes peninsula of South L.A., west of the Ports of L.A./Long Beach. Opposite ends of a spectrum, eh?
Well, Monday was the Fatigue followed by Speeding and heightened sensations. Tuesday morning, a micro-migraine aura (so far just the small field of blindness). Then a loud, high-pitch right-ear scream, then another migraine aura -- this time a full aura with mild pain afterward. Some fuzzy brain too.
So now we see which one of the areas LW pinpointed gets hit?
Brain is fuzzy. Physically unmotivated; moving slow as molasses. Drained, sapped. A brief bout of Seismic Flu.
Any time now ....
Feb 18 15 1:52 PM
Feb 18 15 9:41 PM
Mary Mary! Hmmm ... you say your neighbor's being a jerk? So's one of ours, an elderly lady who started a huge argument with my lunatic housemate over his pot-smoking in the backyard. She complains the smoke enters her bedroom window and gets into her drapes. She went as far as to call the cops, who explained there's nothing they could do because the smoking occurs on our side of the fence. She even threatened to get her gun! Later, though, she calmed down enough to apologize for that threat.
Wednesday night and the symptoms continue. Emotional ones now -- depression, despair, feelings of abandonment. And irritability. On top of that, I appear to be developing a stye, and will leave work early on Thursday to go see my eye doctor.
I just realized -- we have a Shoreline Park down here too, in Long Beach on the harbor, near where the Queen Mary is permanently moored. Abalone Cove is only a few miles west of it. I've always associated the emotional "downer" symptoms with our Inland Empire, but so many sensories have hit today I've had trouble pinpointing a locale. At any rate, I think it's gonna be in my area -- not terribly big but for sure, we'll all go for a little ride. I just wish it'd hurry up and happen; I'm real uncomfortable. Will probably turn in early, try to get some real rest.
Feb 21 15 2:39 AM
Friday ... let's see ... bloating, irritability, arguments with four co-workers -- one of which became especially personal, to the point where I had to take the high road and email the person an apology.
Severe misstepping all evening. Late in the night, some light nausea. And the most fatigued I've felt in a while.
Spoke to several people who've had the same miserable day, as the end of a particularly rough week.
Clearly, something in the air and energies are building.
Feb 21 15 1:23 PM
Saturday and I feel like crap. Drained, tired, depressed, wanting to hide out and not speak to anyone. Headache-y too.
While falling into an EQ nap, got one of the LOWEST tones in my left ear I've ever gotten. Kinda loud, slight pressure. Lasted less than 15 seconds but WOW.
Feb 21 15 7:41 PM
Feb 22 15 1:43 AM
Early Sunday morning, and I am in a world of emotional/psychological pain. It is damn near unbearable.
Whatever's happening is touching or feeding upon a deep, dark pain in my heart and soul that I've lived with since childhood. I'm aching with it, jittery with it, almost desperate with it. Despair, depression, loneliness, abandonment, anger, jealousy, resentment, hopelessness. A deeply dark place. I don't mean to sound dramatic but the truth is I don't know how much more I can take.
If I had to pinpoint a location I'd say the Inland Empire. The last time I felt this way was one night in '91, when I held a steak knife to my wrist. The next morning the twin Yucca Valley/Big Bear 8-pointers struck. So maybe something about there is about to pop. Or maybe there's longstanding yuckiness that needs to be healed or resolved. Or both these things, or one or the other, or nothing, who knows.
Feb 22 15 5:36 PM
Sunday afternoon, moments before the Oscars. Based on conversations with several people, a pattern is forming. Saw the Mex 6'er LW posted but that's not it.
Three or four other people I spoke to had the same challenging week I did, culminating in a particularly messy Friday. That day, I got into minor skirmishes with 2 co-workers and the head of my firm -- a fourth co-worker who made the mistake of starting up with me, got my finger pointed in her face and me growling, "You know what really annoys me about you?!"
Which brings me to my prior entry. Saturday night I was almost at the point of suicide, my body sick, almost jittery, with feelings of deeply negative emotions. Managed to sleep (had a dream of feeling a moderate quake shaking the house), woke up with these same emotions lingering. Feeling a little better now but mentally sore, like a pulled muscle. Spoke to my EQsen buddy in the Bay Area who recalled how on Saturday afternoon, a 40-year friend, a happy-go-lucky guy who rarely feels anything wrong, emailed him with a one-word subject line: "HELP". The guy had suddenly found himself in the same place emotionally as I was, at the same time -- in complete despair and ready to kill himself. My friend urged his friend to call him any hour of the night if he needed any help.
So, I'd REALLY like to know if anyone else was in the same frame of mind during that time period. How was last week for you, especially Friday?
Feb 23 15 2:22 AM
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